It has been a long time since I've posted. Long story short - I sought counseling to help me deal with some of the issues I was having with life. What I came away from that time period knowing is that blaming God was a copout. In reality, I was upset because I lost control, or at least perceived that I had lost control. So, I've had to ask myself, "What can I control? And have I just let go of that too?" What I found out is that I've stopped praying; I've stopped reading; I've stopped listening; I've allowed myself to get angry of silly things; I've eaten lots; I've become lazy; I've lost faith; I've let me go. Well, I'm turning a corner. I'm daily striving to do the things that I can control, and not to sweat the things that I can't.
With that in mind I bring you the first of many new posts. I'll let the video explain it all.